Sabahların elle tutulan yanları olmasa..

Allahtan doğuyor ve Allahtan bırakmıyor bizi o karanlığın içinde. Rüyalarla boğuşuyoruz günlerdir, hem de nasıl.. gözyaşlarıyla uyanıp gecenin öteki yüzü bitti mi diye bakıyoruz sağa sola hala 5 yaşındaki çocuk halimizle. Hala anne, baba girecekmiş gibi kapıdan..
Kocaman tünellerin içindeki rüyalar, kocaman karanlık tünellerin. Ve belki sadece son iki gündür ışığı görmek. koşuyorsun ışığa.. rüyamızda gördüğümüz herkes kendimiziz, kendim de ışığı tutucam diye seninle hoplayıp zıplamam, ondan..ondan. bazen haftalarca, bazen günlerce. gündüz akıl sağlığımızı yitirmememiz için, gece akıl sağlığımızı yitirmemiz.
Yine bi sürü akrep öldürdüm yine. Koşuyorsun tünellerin içinde, şu yoldan gidecek diyorum..akrepler.. ışığa gitsin, akrep çıkmasın bi de.. topluyorum. beni sokmuyorlar. ama seni sokacaklar, biliyorum. tünelin içinden çık, birazcık daha koş n'olur. ordan çık diye. oranın sonu var. ben görüyorum. duruyorum. sen koş n'olur!

Rüyalar Umut'un elbisesi.. Umut o tünellerden çıksın..

Yeryüzünün cenneti; insanlarin birbirlerini dinlemeleri, anlamaları, farkında olmaları, aldırmaları demektir. O kalbindeki doğuştan delik, sanki almak icçin bütün sızıları içine. sen biraz daha koş n'olur, tünellerin sonu var, ben akrepleri hallederim..

Uyanıyoruz.Herşey Allah'a döner, herşey Allah'a yönelir..

merve

basit yaşayacaksın. basit
mesela susayınca su içecek kadar basit... 
'bilmiyorum' diyebileceksin bilmediğinde ve 
çok normal olacak 'onu da' bilemeyişin. 

saatin, sadece saati gösterecek, 
telefonunu sadece telefon etmek için kullanacaksın, 
bir not defterin olacak 'bilgini' en hızlı 'sayan'. 
basit yaşayacaksın, basit.

sonra yetmişinde bile, mesela, zeytin dikeceksin,
hem de öyle çocuklara falan kalır diye değil.
ölmekten korktuğun halde ölüme inanmadığın için
yaşamak yanı ağır bastığından.

03:23 / 25.01.13

The next big thing!

Meali; 10 yıl sonra Üretime, Depolamaya, Tedariğe, dağıtım ağına değil (hammadde tedariği hariç), modellemesini evimizde veya fabrikamızda üreteceğimiz ürünün Çin'deki üretici tarafından (ki ucuzlayıp bütün işletme ve evlere girmesi durumunda artık ucuz iş gücünün değil, mühendislik ve tasarımın sıra başını alacağından ve Çin'in bi esprisi kalmayacağından burda Liepzig de diyebiliriz) birim fiyatla satışa çıkartılmış modelleme draftını internetten download etmeye para veriyoruz! 

Burda sağ beyin devrelerim lafa karışır hemen ve derler ki; modellemesi yapılmamış, satışa sunulmuş draftlar tek kullanımlık barkodlarla satılsın ve printer üreticisi o az sayıda firma da printerlarin modelleme süreci başında ve sonunda barkodu kullanarak modelleme yapmasını, mekanizmanın aynı barkodun - birden çok satın alınmamışsa ikinci defa kullanılmasına izin vermeyen çalışma prensibinde geliştirmeleri.. Nanoteknolojide de korsana hayır!

Hareketli aksamları bile modellemede aynı aksamlar hareketli olmak üzere (organ çoğaltmak bile var işin içinde, hani şu yüzlerce damar ve canlı dokulardan oluşan!) çoğaltabilen bu arkadaşların endüstriyelden sonra günlük hayatta ve küçük-orta ölçekli işletmelerde dahi kullanılabilirliği sağlanınca (bi de tabi maliyeti düşürülünce diyelim) sadece günümüzün gerçekleri (bildiklerimiz, zaten halihazırda var olan ticaret çarkı ve prensipleri) değil, yarının getirecekleri de değişmiyor mu?

Ne gerekecek diye düşünüyorum; Hammadde (bi gün Startreck'teki gibi ışınlama yöntemiyle hammaddemizi sıfırdan üretecek duruma gelmeyeceksek tabi:) ; Enerji (asla kopyalanamayacak olan) ve Know-How!

Sanayi devriminin değiştirdikleriyle aynı hatta belki (göremiyorum o kadarını) çok daha ileride değil mi?

Kendim için yapabileceğim en iyi şey ise; dünyada bu işi yapan 5 ya da 6 firma olduğu için ve en kapsamlı olanı da USA'de yerleşik 3D Systems firması olduğu için; 

• Leverage effect yapıp borsada şu an Price (DDD): $68.35 olan 3DSystems Corp.'un hisse senedinden almak..  (Hatta almış olmak, siz alırken satmak :P)
• Domain almak derken.. ve hatta o mu bu mu diye bakarken şirketin .me uzantısı bile alındı. search yapıldığında alert mi veriyo acaba? hep amerikanın işi bunlar.

ben ciddi ciddi etkileniyorum aslında. oysa etkilenmemem lazımdı. zamanı gelmişti böyle şeylerin ama..

Merve

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Okuyasınız varsa detaylarıyla:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/3D_printingwww.prototip.org
http://www.ted.com/talks/anthony_atala_printing_a_human_kidney.html (Yapay organ print ediyolar, yuh!)
http://www.teknokulis.com/Haberler/Donanim/2012/07/26/3d-yazici-ile-makineli-tufek-yapti
http://www.btnet.com.tr/55338-roto-a-matic-uc-boyutlu-oyuncak-otomatiyla-tanisin-video.html (3 boyutlu oyuncak otomatı, al!)
http://www.3byazici.com/
http://www.3dsystems.com/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYJiZM9CjFM
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=0b5_1310330270
http://cubify.com/
http://www.zcorp.com/en/Products/3D-Printers/spage.aspx
http://news.cnet.com/8301-30685_3-10436841-264.html
http://www.dezeen.com/2009/06/22/radiolaria-pavilion-by-shiro-studio/#more-33059
http://www.gizmag.com/3d-bio-printer/13609/
http://www.space.com/9516-print-space-station-orbit.html
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=0b5_1310330270

SOLOs're killing me softly at 7.00 a.m

Guns'n Roses - Knockin' on heavens door

Live From Tokyo

Mariaaaaaa! - Santana / Mana

Live From Montreaux

Mi corazón Espinado :)

Live From Wiesen Arena

Vaya Con Dios - Live From FR

Let's accept that the voice of Dani was much more stable, strong and meanwhile soft compare to 1990's. At both of the performances of VCD, the guitars are FENDER not Selmer. 

And the Audience has mental problems at the first video :)

VCD Puerto Rico - Live From Switzerland

Finally Sam Brown - Stop From Antwerp

:)

4 kisi gidilmesi gereken Ankara'dan otomobille tek basima donmem gerektigi icin, dayanamayip arkamdan otobuse binerek yollara dusmeye calisan, ankara-polatli arasi yolu yaşlı gozlerle bana "Çöl orasi, ya lastik patlarsa, seni sokakta bulmadim ben" seklinde anlatan , kalacagim otelden ben kizmiyim diye sessiz sessiz kendilerine de yer ayirtmaya calisan.. (ben donus yoluna cikana kadar kendilerini gostermeyi dusunmuyorlar sanirim, ve ben butun bu organizasyonu da tesadufen duyuyorum, o da ayak seslerimi net duyamayacak kadar yaşlandiklari icin) Anneme, Babama!

bilmem kac ay sonra 30 mu 31 mi kac yasina basacak olmama ragmen :)

biri için bunları sadece anneyle baba yapar.

ya da düşün bak, bi insanin senin icin yaptiklarini yapmasi icin hic bir nedeni yoksa ve o yapiyorsa - ya da onlar, apacik erdemdir bu. bu kadar.

Wiener Street Art

bu sene yapacagim en karli yatirim havali restoranlardan 14 Subat rezervasyonu yaptirip, 13 Subatta meraklisina satmak..

jeanny, komm, come on..steh auf, bitte!du wirst ganz naß schon spät, komm, wir müssen weg hier
raus aus dem wald, verstehst du nicht?

wo ist dein schuh, du hast ihn verloren,
als ich dir den weg zeigen mußte, wer hat verloren?
du, dich? ich, mich?
oder
oder wir uns?

The Bizarre World Of Vintage Cigarette, Weight Gain, And Gun Ads

Late 1800s: Cocaine toothache drops, the miracle cure:

1877: Women love chewing tobacco:

1904: Guns so safe, they may as well be toys:

1910s: Tape worms: the miracle diet:

1938: Who cares if the baby swallowed the matches? I need a way to light up:

1943: A naked army bonding party:

1947: Our acceptance of DDT has changed a bit over the years:

1940s: Eat like a man:

1950: Cigarettes that soothe your throat:

1952: Everyone wants cigarettes as a Christmas present, right:

1950s: Pepsi used to be for the elite, now it's for everyone, including the Average Joe:

1950s: Babies + plastic bags = no problem:

1950s: Back then it was a joke, now it's a crime:

1962: Drinking on the job is totally acceptable:

1968: All women love the smell of tobacco, right:

1960s: Gain weight, and you'll also gain men's attention:

The 17 Equations That Changed the Course of Humanity

The Pythagorean Theorem

What does it mean: The square of the hypotenuse of a right triangle is equal to the 

SUM of the squares of its legs.

History: Attributed to Pythagoras, it isn't certain that he first proved it. The first clear

 proof came from Euclid, and it is possible the concept was known 1000 years before 

Pythoragas by the Babylonians.  

Importance: The equation is at the core of geometry, links it with algebra, and is the

foundation of trigonometry. Without it, accurate surveying, mapmaking, and navigation 

would be impossible.

Modern use: Triangulation is used to this day to pinpoint relative location for GPS 

navigation. 

The logarithm and its identities

What does it mean: You can multiply numbers by adding related numbers. 

History: The initial concept was discovered by the Scottish Laird John Napier of Merchiston
 in an effort to make the multiplication of large numbers, then incredibly tedious and time
consuming, easier and faster. It was later refined by Henry Briggs to make reference tables
easier to calculate and more useful. 

Importance: Logarithms were revolutionary, making calculation faster and more accurate
for engineers and astronomers. That's less important with the advent of computers, but they're
still an essential to scientists. 

Modern use: Logarithms still inform our understanding of radioactive decay.

The fundamental theorem of calculus

What does it mean?: Allows the calculation of an instantaneous rate of change. 

History: Calculus as we currently know it was described around the same in the late
17th century by Isaac Newton and Gottfried Leibniz. There was a lengthy debate over
 plagiarism and priority which may never be resolved. We use the leaps of logic and
parts of the notation of both men today.

Importance: According to Stewart, "More than any other mathematical technique,
it has created the modern world." Calculus is essential in our understanding of how
to measure solids, curves, and areas. It is the foundation of many natural laws, and
the source of differential equations. 

Modern use: Any mathematical problem where an optimal solution is required. 
Essential to medicine, economics, and computer science. 

Newton's universal law of gravitation

What does it mean?: Calculates the force of gravity between two objects. 

History: Isaac Newton derived his laws with help from earlier work by Johannes
Kepler. He also used, and possibly plagiarized the work of Robert Hooke.  

Importance: Used techniques of calculus to describe how the world works.
Even though it was later supplanted by Einstein's theory of relativity, it is
still essential for practical description of how objects interact with each other.
We use it to this day to design orbits for satellites and probes.

Value: When we launch space missions, the equation is used to find optimal 
gravitational "tubes" or pathways so they can be as energy efficient as possible. 
Also makes satellite TV possible. 

The origin of complex numbers

What does it mean?: The square of an imaginary number is negative.   

History: Imaginary numbers were originally posited by famed gambler/mathematician
Girolamo Cardano, then expanded by Rafael Bombelli and John Wallis. They still existed
as a peculiar, but essential problem in math until William Hamilton described this definition. 

Importance: According to Stewart ".... most modern technology, from electric lighting to
digital cameras could not have been invented without them." Imaginary numbers allow for
complex analysis, which allows engineers to solve practical problems working in the plane.

Modern use: Used broadly in electrical engineering and complex mathematic theory. 

Euler's formula for polyhedra

What does it mean?: Describes a space's shape or structure regardless of alignment. 

History: The relationship was first described by Descartes, then refined, proved, and published
 by Leonhard Euler in 1750.

Importance: Fundamental  to the development of topography, which extends geometry to
any continuous surface. An essential tool for engineers and biologists. 

Modern use: Topology is used to understand the behavior and function of DNA. 

The normal distribution

What does it mean?: Defines the standard normal distribution, a bell shaped curve 
in which the probability of observing a point is greatest near the average, and declines 
rapidly as one moves away.   

History: The initial work was by Blaise Pascal, but the distribution came into its own
with Bernoulli. The bell curve as we currently comes from Belgian mathematician Adolphe Quetelet. 

Importance: The equation is the foundation of modern statistics. Science and social
science would not exist in their current form without it. 

Modern use: Used to determine whether drugs are sufficiently effective relative to negative
side effects in clinical trials. 

The wave equation

What does it mean?: A differential equation that describes the behavior of waves, 
originally the behavior of a vibrating violin string. 

History: The mathematicians Daniel Bournoulli and Jean D'Alembert were the first to
describe this relationship in the 18th century, albeit in slightly different ways. 

Importance: The behavior of waves generalizes to the way sound works, how earthquakes
happen, and the behavior of the ocean. 

Modern use: Oil companies set off explosives, then read data from the ensuing sound 
waves to predict geological formations.

The Fourier transform

What does it mean?: Describes patterns in time as a function of frequency. 

History: Joseph Fourier discovered the equation, which extended from his famous
heat flow equation, and the previously described wave equation. 

Importance: The equation allows for complex patterns to be broken up, cleaned up,
and analyzed. This is essential in many types of signal analysis. 

Modern use: Used to compress information for the JPEG image format and 
discover the structure of molecules. 

The Navier-Stokes equations

What does it mean?: The left side is the acceleration of a small amount of fluid
, the right indicates the forces that act upon it.  

History: Leonhard Euler made the first attempt at modeling fluid movement,
French engineer Claude-Louis Navier and Irish mathematician George Stokes made
the leap to the model still used today

Importance: Once computers became powerful enough to solve this equation,
it opened up a complex and very useful field of physics. It is particularly useful in
making vehicles more aerodynamic. 

Modern use: Among other things, allowed for the development of modern passenger jets.

Maxwell's equations

What does it mean?:  Maps out the relationship between electric and magnetic fields.

History: Michael Faraday did pioneering work on the connection between electricity and
magnetism, James Clerk Maxwell translated it into equations, fundamentally altering physics. 

Importance: Helped predict and aid the understanding of electromagnetic waves,
helping to create many technologies we use today.

Modern use: Radar, television, and modern communications. 

Second law of thermodynamics

What does it mean?: Energy and heat dissipate over time.   

History: Sadi Carnot first posited that nature does not have reversible processes.
Mathematician Ludwig Boltzmann extended the law, and William Thomson formally stated it. 

Importance: Essential to our understanding of energy and the universe via the concept
of entropy. It helps us realize the limits on extracting work from heat, and helped lead to a better steam engine. 

Modern use: Helped prove that matter is made of atoms, which has been somewhat useful. 

Einstein's theory of relativity

What does it mean?: Energy equals mass times the speed of light squared.

History: The less known (among non-physicists) genesis of Einstein's equation was
an experiment by Albert Michelson and Edward Morley that proved light did not move
in a Newtonian manner in comparison to changing frames of reference. Einstein followed
up on this insight with his famous papers on special relativity (1905) and general relativity (1915). 

Importance: Probably the most famous equation in history. Completely changed our view
of matter and reality.

Modern use: Helped lead to nuclear weapons, and if GPS didn't account for it, your directions 
would be off thousands of yards. 

The Schrödinger equation

What does it mean?: Models matter as a wave, rather than a particle. 

History: Louis-Victor de Broglie pinpointed the dual nature of matter in 1924.
The equation you see was derived by Erwin Schrodinger in 1927, building off of
the work of physicists like Werner Heisenberg.

Importance: Revolutionized the view of physics at small scales. The insight that
particles at that level exist at a range of probable states was revolutionary. 

Modern use: Essential to the use of the semiconductor and transistor, and thus, 
most modern computer technology.  

Shannon's information theory

What does it mean?:  Estimates the amount of data in a piece of code by 
the probabilities of its component symbols. 

History: Developed by Bell Labs engineer Claude Shannon in the years after
World War 2. 

Importance: According to Stewart, "It is the equation that ushered in the information
age." By stopping engineers from seeking codes that were too efficient, it established
the boundaries that made everything from CDs to digital communication possible. 

Modern use: Pretty much anything that involves error detection in coding. 
Anybody use the internet lately?

The logistic model for population growth

What does it mean?: Estimates the change in a population of creatures across 
generations with limited resources. 

History: Robert May was the first to point out that this model of population growth
could produce chaos in 1975. Important work by mathematicians Vladimir Arnold
and Stephen Smale helped with the realization that chaos is a consequence of differential
equations. 

Importance: Helped in the development of chaos theory, which has completely changed
our understanding of the way that natural systems work. 

Modern use: Used to model earthquakes and forecast the weather. 

The Black–Scholes model

What does it mean?: Prices a derivative based on the assumption that it is riskless 
and that there is no arbitrage opportunity when it is priced correctly. 

History: Developed by Fischer Black and Myron Scholes, then expanded by Robert Merton.
The latter two won the 1997 Nobel Prize in Economics for the discovery.   

Importance: Helped create the now multi trillion dollar derivatives market. It is argued that
improper use of the formula (and its descendants) contributed to the financial crisis.
In particular, the equation maintains several assumptions that do not hold true in real financial markets.  

Modern use: Variants are still used to price most derivatives, even after the financial crisis, 

Bonus: Hodgkin-Huxley equations

From an email interview with Dr. Stewart: 

"At one stage I planned to include the Hodgkin-Huxley equations, which gave 
mathematical biology a huge boost by using equations to model the way nerve cells 
send signals to each other. It formed the basis of theoretical neuroscience, and is still important. 
But it made the book too long, and in the end I felt that its impact on human history has not yet 
been quite great enough. However, that is likely to change by the middle of this century, as 
mathematical methods become a major part of mainstream biology — which I think they will."

Bonus: "The Google equation"

Sergey Brin and Larry Page

From an email interview with Dr. Stewart:

"My current candidate for and 18th equation (number 1 in ‘Seventeen MORE Equations
 That Changed the World’ -- I joke... I think...) is the basic equation behind Google. 
This describes how to rate the importance of a website in terms of the links to it, 
and it’s a clever application of basic undergraduate linear algebra. It deserved to be 
in the book, but I was running out of space — and worried that my readers’ enthusiasm 
for yet another equation might be drying up."

Read more: http://www.businessinsider.com/17-equations-that-changed-the-world-2013-1?op=1#ixzz2IcBuMDMQ

Source: In Pursuit of the Unknown: 17 Equations That Changed the World

deliler boşandı!

böyledir iste..
sen çıkarsın. gözünü hiçbir şeyden sakınmadan çıkarsın. Denizin dalgası bitmez ki, "Sarhoştum aydım, ben bu işten caydım." de. geleni de bilirsin, gideni de. gidenin senden eksiltecekleri seni tüketirken, senin tek düşündüğün denizin huyunu ne kadar sevdiğindir. böyle büyüyeceksin, böyle kendin olacaksın ve böylece cesaretin fazlalaşacak. o zaman "bana anlatma sakın" dediginde, damarlarında hissedeceksin bunu. yapsaydım-etseydimlere gülüp geçeceksin.
o hep iskeleye bağlı kalacak. ne fırtınaları olacak, ne de fırtınaların sebep olduğu kırıkları. Tatlı rüzgarında, hep aynı dertlerle uğraşacak ve anlatmaktan başka bir icraati olmayacak.
bu yüzden sen al ceketini, çık açık denizine. dinleme hiç kimseyi.
anlatası gelene de "bana anlatma sakın" de, "riske girseydin eğer, yola çıksaydın eğer, neler yapardın neler.."
....huzurla yatsin diyecegim de, o cikmistir coktan baska diyarlarin acik denizlerine.

Türkân ! :)

demet akalın'ı dinleyenlere yan gözle bakan beni düşuncelere salan şarkı, ayrıca son 3 gündür de gayet dağıtmamıza eşlik ediyo..